Lonely Path

I know it has been a long time since I sat down and spewed my thoughts across the web, but for the last eight months of my life, I have been nuts deep in love. There is nothing I hate worse, than reading a bunch of crap about other people’s love problems, and with that in mind I will keep this short and sweet. A week ago today, I received an email that effected my life dramatically. Gerlinde, my girlfriend at the time, sent me the ole “don’t ever call or email me again, because I want my life to be normal” email. She had become one of my best friends, from whom I sought advice and criticism, and shared love. If normality is what she desires, then it can only stand to reason that I should not be in her life. This was the first out of many relationships that ended, not due to an extreme lack of judgment on my part. Everyone must follow their own path and it seems that once again I am walking alone. The last eight months were the best of my life, and my dear friend will be eternally missed.